This is just me.... goofing around and saying whatever happens to pop into my head. I have to warn you that my brain is pretty much set to random mode at all times so this will probably reflect that. I also have to warn you that I usually operate in spurts so I'll have long periods of silence followed by bursts of nonsensical rambling... if you're cool with that then Hi! Welcome!
Ok, I’m posting this for two reasons… First, because it’s just awesome. It made me laugh at the thought of baking these, taking them to work, and seeing people’s reactions at the little baby doll arm digging its way out of a cupcake… mmm chocolate. Secondly, it’s pretty symbolic for me right now. In a shitty mood, feeling completely buried, having one of those “no matter what the fuck I do it’s not enough and people still want more from me” kinda weeks. School is a nightmare, work is worse, friends are needy and not understanding why I can’t get together in the spare 3 hours a day I have for sleep… not to make it sound like it is all about me but that’s just how I’m feeling right now. I want to be positive, friendly, and engaged but if I even try to put on that act the little person screaming behind my eyeballs is going to take over…. and you won’t like her when she’s angry. ;) So, instead I am doing the “remember that you’re lucky to have a beautiful family, the most fantastic supportive husband who somehow got suckered into dealing with you and your freight train sized baggage, and you have a good job when many people don’t” mantra but it’s not working. Blah
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