This is just me.... goofing around and saying whatever happens to pop into my head. I have to warn you that my brain is pretty much set to random mode at all times so this will probably reflect that. I also have to warn you that I usually operate in spurts so I'll have long periods of silence followed by bursts of nonsensical rambling... if you're cool with that then Hi! Welcome!
I’m still alive…
Been in a mental fuzzy place so I have neglected logging in here… I’m having trouble trying to juggle email (personal, work, and other work), FB, twitter, and this it seems which sucks because everyone uses something different and I ♥ someone on each too much to quit them… so I shall have to work on my juggling skills.
Updates- not much. Saw an old friend this week which reminded me that I miss my friends and need to make it a point to reconnect with those who provide a value add and spend less time worrying about those who don’t. Friendship= two way street. VERY important for me to remember… I have kids… they’re too old to coddle… so friends definately are. Don’t want to sound harsh because we all need a little coddling now and again- it makes us human. This, however should be the exception and not the rule. Say it again, my friends: Friendship= two way street.
Work- working on making a big change I never thought I would make… but only if things work out right. I will not follow my old pattern of making a change for the sake of needing something new and different and jumping into it only to find out later that it was a mistake and I am none the better for te change other than from an instant gratification standpoint. If it is right, I shall. If it is not then I shall not. That is all there is to it… but I hope it *does*.
Kids- kids are getting older which is making me realize I am getting older- fast. I lost a bunch of weight, look good for the first time in a long time, and think there might be a bit of that midlife “I look good and I want to have fun” crisis phase in me. Think the hubby and I need to come up with a little “no dogs, no kids, no worries” kinda fun… Now to figure out what to do… hmmm…
Weather is slowly and despite it’s best efforts getting almost spring-like. Not amused by the fact that today was mid-50’s and yesterday was mid-80’s. Can we maybe just get somewhere in the middle and stick with that, for fuck’s sake.
Ok, time to get the ankle biters to bed but wanted to get some sort of a damn update out here so I don’t feel guilty that I haven’t written people back… now I shall just point them here ;)
